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[ holdsssss him ]

I can't imagine.

We gotta put that behind us. Cuz its so dumb.

I keep trying, man. I don't know how.

...me neither. Can't run away from it.

Jumping off a ship about it also doesn't help.

I dunno how it ever was GONNA.

If there was some obvious way out, and no one ever tried it, even while we were getting killed or mauled or whatever...

but, honestly, I was expecting the Showmaster. Or the thought police again. Someone I could ask stuff.

How does thought police work...

Uh.

[ god did he just not mention this. whoops ]

Forte told me about it. I tried thinking "I want to go home" three times, really hard, and a super creepy jumpscare told me I couldn't. No one else could see it either, so it just made an appearance in my head.

Where ya do that?

The living room? But it probably doesn't matter a ton where.

So our feelings are policeded everywhere.

Great, isn't it?

...aint great. But I guess maybe s'good to avoid dwelling....if we wanna try t'pretend it ain't the worst.

[ quiet a moment ]

I don't think anyone's seen them for other thoughts. Just the going home thing. And...they didn't say never, either. For what it's worth. It was "not yet" and "you have to get to the end."

...but maybe we gotta just pretend it's not the worst here.

Wonder why it's only that one thing...

Wonder why it matters. Thinking about going home doesn't just magically send people home, right?

...huh. Maybe it could? Or it could break something. Like conditions for a blessing.

...like, say, a crazy no-one-can-die-permanently blessing?

...mmm. Or maybe something even bigger.

[ breathes out slowly ]

Cuz the keepin' alive thing...its real powerful yeh. But how often do they gotta use that?

But there's other stuff.

[rolls off Aster, sitting up in bed, legs crossed]

Mmmm. Bein' able to transport people from real far every once in a while. They done that more than they revived people. And uhm. Bein' about to get us all enough food. The energy t'keep the boat even still moving without refueling. Creatin' all the places we perform in like with the mills.

The mill thing. They created the same space for every family with the same girl but she did different stuff with every family.

That's probably more power than revivin' us.

[ sits up, slow, taking that in ]

Making rooms appear from nothing when new people or pets show up. Changing them, too. The suitcases with people's stuff. Whatever's making all the prizes with our visions. Different visions for every single person here, every time. The punishments after some of the performances.

Yeh.

Puttin' us together is probably the EASIEST thing t'do.

So I don't think the don't think about home stuff has to do with that. But it is probably somethin' tied up to us, ya know? Like the food and spaces and all that can exist with or without us....

Maybe it gotta do with fixin' up our visions?

Uhm not that I'd be the person t'really theory about alla this I ain't smart.

You noticed all this, which is plenty smart in my book.

You know what else I heard yesterday?

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