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Re: day 221

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[pinning Aster down by the shoulders]

But unlike you I KNOW its shit! I ain't pretendin' MY death is okay! Like s'meaningless! ITS SO MEANINGFUL! Even if NO ONE ELSE CARED. I care! I ain't wanna die! I'LL NEVER WANNA DIE!

So how can ya fuckin' act like yer shit ain't mean a FUCKING THING?! How can ya say yer death is meaningless?!

[pulls him up to slam him down]

Two lives weigh the fuckin' same!!

SO DONTCHA GIMME THAT SHIT LIKE YA AINT FUCKING MATTER DONTCHA ACT LIKE ITS OKAY IT AINT OKAY

1/

[audacity]

[ there it is. and nettle should get it out, should get it out at him ]

Re: day 221

[audacity]

[ but then like

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Re: day 221

[audacity]

[ it's possible he misjudged what exactly nettle was going to need to get out, at him ]

4/5

[audacity]

[ opens his mouth to calmly explain what he actually meant yesterday ]

Re: day 221

[audacity]

That's not the same thing! Maybe it's not okay but it's NOT THE SAME!

[ reaches up to shove him off!! ]

You were murdered, and I was stupid. That doesn't even START to compare.

Re: day 221

[rugpull]

DEATH IS STILL DEATH AND IT MAKES ME SICK THAT YA AINT SEE THAT

[throwing all his weight into trying to keep Aster down. though strength isnt his strong suit. he's more built to be nimble]

Re: day 221

[audacity]

[ maybe so, but it's enough to keep aster down right now ]

IT WAS A STUPID MISTAKE! I wanted to learn why we're still here! I didn't! I wanted to find a way out! I didn't! I didn't even mean to get hurt, and I screwed that up too!

Re: day 221

[rugpull]

OF COURSE YA DID CUZ YA DIDNT EVEN ASK ME TO HELP

Re: day 221

[audacity]

BECAUSE WHAT IF —

[ stops, swallows that ]

Re: day 221

[rugpull]

WHAT IF WHAT ASTER

Re: day 221

[audacity]

...because if it did go bad, and it went bad for you, or if you had to see something awful, then it would've really been my fault.

Re: day 221

[rugpull]

...lemme help and maybe 'll be able to save ya

Re: day 221

[audacity]

[ opens mouth to say "wait what" then closes mouth bc that's a dumb fucking question ]

Re: day 221

[rugpull]

[FLOPS ON TIREDLY]

Asshole.

If ya asked me we coulda thought of a less dumb way...

Re: day 221

[audacity]

[ gonna bury his face in nettle's shoulder, actually ]

At the information thing...someone told me that people around here have been falling into comas and not waking up. They thought for sure it'd happen to one of us sooner or later.

Re: day 221

[rugpull]

...me or you ya mean?

Re: day 221

[audacity]

Anyone in our Family. Including, yeah, you or me.

Re: day 221

[rugpull]

Why would they say shitty shit like that!!

Re: day 221

[audacity]

They were just saying what they thought was true. But I didn't want to sit around and wait for something else to happen to any of you, after that.

Re: day 221

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[nips cheek]

I coulda helped.

Re: day 221

[audacity]

...yeah, you coulda.

You know I'm not mad at you about what happened to you, right? I'm mad at me.

Re: day 221

[rugpull]

HOW

Re: day 221

[audacity]

I couldn't do anything for you. I couldn't do anything for anyone. I was just a danger to Unholy and a worry for you guys. You did your best, and they did their best too. How it ended wasn't your fault. But the thing is, I want to save you.

Re: day 221

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Ya woulda just died if ya was with us.