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Re: day 221

[audacity]

[ going to...slowly, telegraphing his movements, walk over and slide under the covers too, facing his back

but leaving plenty of opportunity for nettle to push him away or say no ]

Re: day 221

[rugpull]

Mmmm.

[little tired noise of recognition. not moving away. not moving closer. ears relaxing from being completely pert and alert. deep breath in. and out. and in. and out.]

Re: day 221

[audacity]

[ just listening to that for a moment ]

...you called me because you were feeling bad yesterday, and I made it worse.

Re: day 221

[rugpull]

S'fine, Aster.

'll remember. To help me stay alive. 'll remember what ya suffered. And what I suffered. And 'll stay alive so ya ain't ever gotta see too mucha me again.

Re: day 221

[audacity]

[









bites his shoulder (not hard) ]

Re: day 221

[rugpull]

Did a gnat get in here.

Re: day 221

[audacity]

It's not fine, it sucked. Stop saying stuff is fine or getting mad without me. Get mad at me.

Re: day 221

[rugpull]

[pushing himself up and turns towards him]

Re: day 221

[audacity]

[ GOOD!!!!! gonna wait to see what he does ]

1/2

[rugpull]

Ya DID see me spilled out every fuckin' where. I did die like a dumb bitch. It did suck! I AM sorry! I AINT wanted that for you OR for me. ESPECIALLY FOR ME!

Re: day 221

[rugpull]

[pinning Aster down by the shoulders]

But unlike you I KNOW its shit! I ain't pretendin' MY death is okay! Like s'meaningless! ITS SO MEANINGFUL! Even if NO ONE ELSE CARED. I care! I ain't wanna die! I'LL NEVER WANNA DIE!

So how can ya fuckin' act like yer shit ain't mean a FUCKING THING?! How can ya say yer death is meaningless?!

[pulls him up to slam him down]

Two lives weigh the fuckin' same!!

SO DONTCHA GIMME THAT SHIT LIKE YA AINT FUCKING MATTER DONTCHA ACT LIKE ITS OKAY IT AINT OKAY

1/

[audacity]

[ there it is. and nettle should get it out, should get it out at him ]

Re: day 221

[audacity]

[ but then like

]

Re: day 221

[audacity]

[ it's possible he misjudged what exactly nettle was going to need to get out, at him ]

4/5

[audacity]

[ opens his mouth to calmly explain what he actually meant yesterday ]

Re: day 221

[audacity]

That's not the same thing! Maybe it's not okay but it's NOT THE SAME!

[ reaches up to shove him off!! ]

You were murdered, and I was stupid. That doesn't even START to compare.

Re: day 221

[rugpull]

DEATH IS STILL DEATH AND IT MAKES ME SICK THAT YA AINT SEE THAT

[throwing all his weight into trying to keep Aster down. though strength isnt his strong suit. he's more built to be nimble]

Re: day 221

[audacity]

[ maybe so, but it's enough to keep aster down right now ]

IT WAS A STUPID MISTAKE! I wanted to learn why we're still here! I didn't! I wanted to find a way out! I didn't! I didn't even mean to get hurt, and I screwed that up too!

Re: day 221

[rugpull]

OF COURSE YA DID CUZ YA DIDNT EVEN ASK ME TO HELP

Re: day 221

[audacity]

BECAUSE WHAT IF —

[ stops, swallows that ]

Re: day 221

[rugpull]

WHAT IF WHAT ASTER

Re: day 221

[audacity]

...because if it did go bad, and it went bad for you, or if you had to see something awful, then it would've really been my fault.

Re: day 221

[rugpull]

...lemme help and maybe 'll be able to save ya

Re: day 221

[audacity]

[ opens mouth to say "wait what" then closes mouth bc that's a dumb fucking question ]

Re: day 221

[rugpull]

[FLOPS ON TIREDLY]

Asshole.

If ya asked me we coulda thought of a less dumb way...